do it again!
i crave adventures and more company. sometimes my life goes really well. this is one of those times.
make me laugh and this could be the start of a beautiful friendship.
get to know me, if you please. i would love to hear from all of you lovely people.
sometimes all i really want is to snuggle with someone and watch really bad movies. or fall asleep next to someone who smells really good and will read to me when i ask because my eyes are too tired.
also, i am in desperate need of a good back massage.
so, while i was driving home from a friend’s house, i was listening to call your girlfriend by robyn and i got to thinking (which can be very dangerous, i will admit.) personally, i don’t want to be let down easy. don’t just tell me that everything is going to be fine, we’ll still be friends, etc. i know i’ll be fine. i don’t want to waste my time hanging out with people who don’t want to be with me. friends, boyfriends or otherwise. if you want to break up because you found someone new or because you plain old don’t like me anymore, please, i am begging you, tell me. i love when people are honest with me, especially if they’re saying something i don’t particularly want to hear.
if you want to tell me that i suck as a person, do it. i am likely to vehemently disagree with you because fuck you, i am fantastic. i’m basically a ray of goddamn sunshine. people are too easy on each other these days. i know i’m generalizing, and for that i apologize, but people tend to treat one another like they’re made of glass and are going to break at any second. stop it. be honest. have enough decency and respect for me to tell me how you really feel. if i don’t like it, i’ll deal.
anyway, it’s a good enough song, catchy as shit, and i do enjoy it. i just disagree with most of what it’s saying.
first of all, this comment did not, in fact need to be made. secondly, you clearly don’t hate to rant on facebook, as you do it all the time.
someone needs to teach this chick that morality is not determined by how much sex you do or don’t have. i understand, it sucks when you’re interested in a guy and he’s just not feeling it. it can be a real blow to your ego. but serious, is slut-shaming necessary. just because someone likes sex does not mean that they don’t have manners or that they’re a terrible person.
oh and god forbid that anyone be looking for anything other than a serious, monogamous relationship. and if that’s not what a guy is interested in, and clearly that’s what you’re looking for, why the fuck would you want to be with him?
not everyone is living a disney princess fantasy life.
i am a complete creature of habit and when things change, it makes me really uncomfortable. for example, yesterday when the ups guy at work (with whom i have made friends over the last few years) was making his delivery, he had another guy with him. no big deal, the one box he delivered was 50 lbs and there were other boxes, too. today, it is an hour later than he normally delivers. i’m beginning to worry that the second guy yesterday was a trainee, or our new driver.
this means that if i want any human interaction i have to make a new friend. and i have to adjust the way i do things around the office.
it’s a faint-y, panicky night. started really well that turned shit.
don’t know why. don’t know what to do.
i’m about 30 seconds away from flipping a shit on my neighbors. they’re blasting music and the bass is so loud that it is literally shaking my walls. this has been going on for the past 4 hours.
also, they’re incredibly drunk and apparently “woo guys.”
ughh. it’s not even good music.
fuck you.
i’ve been doing fine. moving on, actually hanging out with people. but then you have to text me and all the butterflies come back and i lose my appetite (which really sucks because i was enjoying some swedish fish.)
you don’t want me so fucking let me go.
